I have so many things to be happy about in life right now and in the future. I'm finding it hard to understand what and why I'm feeling the way I do right now.

I'm thinkin mostly I need some Jesus in my life.

when things are going so well in so many areas of my life there's no way I'm gonna be ok with feeling as down as I do.


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I am so glad that us over. being a girl is a little rough sometimes. I am however looking forward to wed. I get to spend some time with my family before they leave for vacation. I am sad I'm not going but at the same time I knew I wouldn't be inalienable a position to take off a 7 day work week or even be able to pay for this trip. but I know they ( Read more... )

I cannot wait for the day when I have a job have a car have a degree && have control over my own life with the guidance of God of course! I mean when that day comes I will I don't even know. I will just be so happy. I can't wait to have my own places and be the way I want it to be.

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I hate that I'm laying here still not sleeping. I was tired bout 2 hrs ago when I walked in the door. but no still no sleep. I even tried to solitaire myself to sleep. which usually works. not tonight. && I can't do the dancing thing which usually works cause I have no headphones and my niece will know I'm in here and then ill never sleep today. ( Read more... )

Smoothies, Dexter, Ihop, && friends! pretty good day!

hopefully tomorrow is good too. which is my good friend bobs birthday! not sure how well celebrate but its going down. ha!

first Friday free in awhile. don't know what to do with it. most likely ill be lame and clean my room. ha!

I need a vacation from my life... so uh lets go!

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had a good day today!  cooper had so much fun at his party. he even got in the ticket blaster. he was scared but he still did it which none of us thought he was going to. bobs laughing at me cause I'm playing games with him but its killing me cause he's not doing it right. but I think I did good ha! can't wait to play with him and all his new toys ( Read more... )

today is coopers birthday party and I have no idea what to give him. because money presents a problem. ugh... it sucks. I can't wait til I have some lo money in my wallet. or on my card I should say lol! its lame but I was thinking some crayons and coloring books like developmental ones with the shapes and letters cause he can say them just not ( Read more... )

I'm laying here trying to drift off into some hopefully good sleep and I started wondering... why is it that before bed I have to dance to at least one song. I've done it for years and never thought about it. its not like it's exercise. I mean sure its 3-4 mind worth but not enough to do anything. I just don't know why I do it. but it does make me ( Read more... )